I'd like to keep this short because tomorrow would be another day where I've to sit for Machine Dynamics test again.

I should be studying for my stupid test right now but a lot is going through my head.

When I think of it, some how, instead of enjoying my uni life by savoring every steps tat I made, I felt as if I was devoured by the devil within. Sux..... At this moment, fear started to creep into my brain making major part of it failed to function properly. Fear of failing in this semester; my final semester, fear of not having a job to do n lots more....

I always heard other ppl said, life is full of 'ups' and 'downs' n there is no way to deny tat. But the question is tat "The ratio of 'ups' n 'downs' in my life somehow not balanced; too much 'downs' for an 'up'."

I just felt like part of me is dead and in the ground but juz not ready to give up yet!

Okay........ time 2 study again =p